Doing some training to day i think- no rush to reach 62; but might make my way there in the end anyway

Been trying to sell my things for awhile now; not doing as well as last time i must say.. o well Wont be going to Euthcan for a long time now anyway.. Been farming in the tombs- think i will be doing that for sometime to come.. Not much else to write about now i think..

Got my new level this day Well pleased with myself for that)Think i had better start farming anon; probably have to be the morrow as it is getting late now & i must retire to my hammock)

went to Euthcan twice this day Got some nice items -hope they sell well

Not done any training today; intend to try& do some tomorrow insteadwell despite the lack of training today; i feel happy with my progress so far

Been talking to Hojo & Doyle about the new amulets; you can get now. Some are droppable & are being sold for a high prices on the market i believe they are of the 'Order of Rhun' but not too sure..I would like the best you can get; but any that had equal amount of stats would be good also- preferably something like 2 of every thing- not very likely tho- wish i could find that violet crystal- i feel guilty not giving my ordinary one to any one who already has a crystal; but i not got another- ( really wish i could find a crystal ...& mayhap another amulet would be great- would not feel so reluctant to give my only one away then..o well...

ok so here i am again Actually i am only here now because i just diedBeen in the 'Dead Zone' as usual- now i am in the 'dead zone' too-for nowYou know ,i still cannot believe, how hard it can be to get any kills in the 'Dead Zone' some times...
I think i feel like a poem- ok, i know i may not look like one ; but i do feel one coming on) so here is my latest effort

Moon Drenched
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I sit in halls of white washed stone,
thinking odd thoughts of days gone by.
Then a owl flies past my head & drops a feather.
I know there is the moon in the cloudy sky,
But somehow i just cannot see it.

Quite day for i ; just sitting back mostly & thinking of my homeland.. i miss it But there is really nothing left to back to now; so i stay here, in valorn & make it my new home - i never will get use to it tho.. cannot help it... i am what i am .. the last but one of my kind.. But i have good friends here;& i feel happy about that, because friends are not easy to come by these days...not REAL friends i mean; & they make i feel apart of something huge; so i like talking with them Yes i love being in my guild Still training in the 'dead zone'- got 71% now i think- not sure what kind of future i have once i hit 60- think i will most likely try to wait until more levels are available; & in the meantime try to help the newcomersWonder what happened to Celeste? is she even alive still?She was the only other member of my race-apart from my sister - that survived the great invasion .. where did she go to??

Had a good day so far- only died the once Got 70%done to my next level; so very pleased about that so far) Saw Alvain- an old friend ,in the 'Dead Zone'- no he was not dead - he just training there He got a really nice ring that shines 2 light; It does -A gift from the Gods What a nice day!- did i say that already? well it isGoing to get a new amulet- will not know what it is until it is forged Need a violet crystal tho - & some WPs-20 i think yes i happy Warrior today)

Another day comes & will go no doubt also. Not done much so far. Taking a rest for a while i think .meantime a poem is in order i think

Nothing Like The Sun

The clouds wash over the sky,
like a aquamarine drenched sea.
Two birds fly upwards to the sun,
As though trying to capture the beauty, of it.
While they do that , i sit & wonder.
There is nothing like the silence they give,
Nor is there anything like the Moon so bright.

well to day has been quite ordinary i suppose,nothing much has happened so far anyway..still in the 'dead zone'...still getting killed there think i will come by later to write some more.. need to do somethings right now...

i awoke just as the dawn came streaming in through the haze of yellow curtain - well no actually i did not - but it is a nice opening line i found myself somewhere in the 'Dead Zone'- i am not talking about being Psychic here either. i was awoken to the cold chill of a wind- which did my bod no good, as it whipped itself about my person ,& made places cold i had never knew could be cold before nowThe water there is stagnant & i could not drink it; so after a few fights with a Bane Horror & then a Malice Horror, i took myself off to branishor- well ok i died & got there that way- but who is telling this adventure here?Anyway after a while i went back - i do not give up that easily; & here i am - for now i should make 60 by the end of the month; not sure if i will train to the very top or just hang on at 60, & try helping out more with the new adventures, Either way i i will be content i think

Seems like i forgot to write anything here yesterday..,quite typical of myself really- i always forget things It is a wonder i remember anything. i was sorry to read of Jade leaving us; it is always a pity when a friend departs these lands for one reason or the other The god Ben was quite angry yesterday; someone had been copyrighting what they should not copyright it seems. Think i had best leave that subject alone- i could be doing? saying something i should not... but back to jade; i will miss her a lot; she was a good friend The guild hall we,-(AVE) -are building -seems to be coming along nicelyAlthough there does appear to be a debate going on about 'A frames') Do not even ask i about that, because i have no clue what they are on about or,what they mean really. pitiful i know- but that is because i am no architect- but it is something i could learn i suppose.However ,i am pleased with my progress to 60 i feel i can reach that level in a week-which is ok Once there i think i will stay;because there are only a few more levels after that to go anyway. Well despite missing a day out in the journal, it would appear i have very little to write about i suppose it is because i do not interact very much- not that i do not like talking to others etc; it is just that, i never really seem to do it much-not openly anyway when i do, i always seem to somehow make a mess of it i miss my friend Venus too i cannot recall her last name now- moon something?? . Plus Cilvara has now gone.. think someone is telling i something? Or am i just noticing these things? i do not know any more.... i miss them thoO i remember the last name Venus had now- Darkmoonyes that was it ;Venus Darkmoon Wonder where she is now?

so another page in my life as a warrior.. i oft wonder why i am here you know?i like the idea of a journal not sure if what i write is of any real value; but it is fun to do This page is just small talk- like the others i suppose.. i have yet to train this day, so there is not a lot to put down. sent a pm to Thorin- hope he reads it anon- cannot load my avatars any way if he can help it will be good) make i very happy warrior too)
another poem i think is in order here;

Timeless day , endless night

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To long i have waited; not knowing how long for.
one hand stretched out in sorrow,
the other on the floor.
Staring into wonders that are never there,
finding the empty beauty of deep darkness & despair.
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Yet through all this i do see,
a light as bright a stars.
glittering prizes at the end of a rainbow path.
so this is what i know, & i am willing to share.
never think you are lost ,you will always be found
no matter how near you are or how far,
in the sky or on the ground.

ok here is a second page for all you nosy peeps to look at i just thought i would put in another page - no reason for it really ) except possibly a poem; Well a haiku actually

Time waits for no one

The clock ticks but yet remains silent
somewhere in the distant a bird sings
still there is no noise made

I have never thought about writing a journal before ;this is my first attempt at it...wonder whom would peak at a old vets books anyway? well i could start by saying where i come from; but this is not a bio ; so let us say i am not from Valorn & i have been here awhile :Like most peeps it seems,i have been having trouble with the zone horrors; - which is possibly a common occurrence at my current level (59) as well as at 60 i hear i probably do not train as much as i could; but i am in no hurry to each 60 anyway -. so i am not botheredTo day has been quite tho;whether because i have not been looking for any one or thing in particular or simply because what ever has been going on i have not notice, i could not say.